Sebastian watched Alec as he spoke and all he could think was how lucky he was to know this person and how grateful he was to have met Alec who thought he was worth knowing. He hadn't thought he was worth much at all most of his life and Jack had only been able to change the way he saw himself for a short amount of time.
He had the sudden thought that Alec might only be in his life for a short amount of time, too, and a sudden wave of anxiety and sadness went through him. This confident and yet slightly shy sweet beautiful person who was sort of rambling a bit might disappear just like Jack had.
Before he could think about how silly it was to be feeling this way Sebastian was hugging Alec. Hugging him so tightly and just holding him until the feeling started to go away again.
"I'd like to find a cello and play for you. I'd like that very much."
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He had the sudden thought that Alec might only be in his life for a short amount of time, too, and a sudden wave of anxiety and sadness went through him. This confident and yet slightly shy sweet beautiful person who was sort of rambling a bit might disappear just like Jack had.
Before he could think about how silly it was to be feeling this way Sebastian was hugging Alec. Hugging him so tightly and just holding him until the feeling started to go away again.
"I'd like to find a cello and play for you. I'd like that very much."