Sebastian hesitated despite the warmth and happy feeling that was filling him up right then. "Would you...would you come with me back to my room? I'm not planning anything, I promise. I just...I wanted a place where we could relax and talk for a while. If you have time and it's okay to say no because it does sound like a pick-up line from a bad movie or something."

Rambling nervously was a very bad habit he thought holding onto Alec as if he thought he might disappear suddenly.

"I want to be myself with you more than anyone."