Sebastian found it difficult to believe anyone would think of Alec as a disappointment. He was nice and smart and he knew things, important things. He was a demon hunter. And he was handsome.

"I'm an only child." What did that say about him if he was the only child and still a disappointment?

He shook his head as if trying to make the voices in head go away. Things had changed. A lot. And while he didn't completely trust his father and he was still angry at him, he loved his father. He loved him and wanted everything he said to be true.

But without Jack...

"I'm sorry. Some days are...it's...I'm not always like this." He attempted a small smile for Alec. "I was the disappointment and the one person I could...talk to...he would have liked it here."