Sebastian missed the short time in his life when having a conversation didn't make him want to avoid having them. He'd never been very good expressing himself beyond defensive sarcasm meant to push people away. It had even taken Jack months to have a real conversation with him. Before it had been mostly Jack talking and Sebastian either snapping at him to go away or attempting to ignore him. Jack had worn him down with his charm and smiles and his determination.
"I like his eyes." He admitted finally, softly. Jack hadn't given up easily and neither should he. It was meant to be an apology and his way of saying without knowing how to put it into words that he didn't think Magnus or Alec were bad.
It was a weak apology he decided the moment the words left his lips.
"I'm not...good..." He chewed on his bottom lip, pushed his hands deeper into his pockets. Deep breath. "It's fine if you want to walk away and pretend none of this happened."
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Sebastian missed the short time in his life when having a conversation didn't make him want to avoid having them. He'd never been very good expressing himself beyond defensive sarcasm meant to push people away. It had even taken Jack months to have a real conversation with him. Before it had been mostly Jack talking and Sebastian either snapping at him to go away or attempting to ignore him. Jack had worn him down with his charm and smiles and his determination.
"I like his eyes." He admitted finally, softly. Jack hadn't given up easily and neither should he. It was meant to be an apology and his way of saying without knowing how to put it into words that he didn't think Magnus or Alec were bad.
It was a weak apology he decided the moment the words left his lips.
"I'm not...good..." He chewed on his bottom lip, pushed his hands deeper into his pockets. Deep breath. "It's fine if you want to walk away and pretend none of this happened."